relationships are one of the hardest things ever to get over. you put your heart and soul into that one person for however long and then one day its over. and if your lucky you may be able to stay friends. so far im lucky enough to keep one of my exes as a friend who is honestly one of my best friends. breakups are hard enough as it is but when you leaving some you care about and who is your best friend makes things so much harder and complicated.
to be honest its hard to think about it or write about it because there are so many thoughts going through my head and i dont know what to think about the whole situation. i will always love him and care for him and i wish we could stay together and have it be like it was in the beggining, but were just not good as a couple. i spent two years of my life waiting for him and within a year of dating its over.
usually im pretty cool with hangin out with him but every once in awhile i look at him and just miss him and os course i start to cry. its so tough but at the same time its nice to be able to still talk and have fun with him. and theres no more fighting cause theres nothing to fight about we do what we wanna do. but thats all i can write for tonight.
bye for now.
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