relationships

relationships are one of the hardest things ever to get over. you put your heart and soul into that one person for however long and then one day its over. and if your lucky you may be able to stay friends. so far im lucky enough to keep one of my exes as a friend who is honestly one of my best friends. breakups are hard enough as it is but when you leaving some you care about and who is your best friend makes things so much harder and complicated.

to be honest its hard to think about it or write about it because there are so many thoughts going through my head and i dont know what to think about the whole situation. i will always love him and care for him and i wish we could stay together and have it be like it was in the beggining, but were just not good as a couple. i spent two years of my life waiting for him and within a year of dating its over.

usually im pretty cool with hangin out with him but every once in awhile i look at him and just miss him and os course i start to cry. its so tough but at the same time its nice to be able to still talk and have fun with him. and theres no more fighting cause theres nothing to fight about we do what we wanna do. but thats all i can write for tonight.

bye for now.

TOO MUCH WATER!!!

Alright so its been quite some time since i have posted something on here, which isn't all my fault since my computer decided to die on me and i just recently got a new one.


OK so I'm just gonna explain my day a little before i tell you about the water incident. my day has been soooooo long. had a horrible sleep heard a baby crying on TV and woke up in the middle of the night thinking it was my son which it really wasn't and then was unable to get back to sleep and was up for a couple more hours. but even though i was so tired i was up at 5 and realized i had a bladder infection... once again...yay :(. so at 6:30 i woke up my son which always brightens up my morning, seeing his cute little tired face with his dopey half asleep smile, hes sooooo cute. so we got ready and everything was going great, my dad came and picked us up and took me to work before taking my son to daycare.

I walk up to the door to where i work and of course i forgot my badge first time ever and of course had to be today... so i walk to the other set of doors and waited for someone to let me in. work wasn't so bad, there was a couple times where i thought i wasn't gonna be able to stay awake anymore but i made it through all 8 hours. YAY FOR ME!!!! :D

Now The Water!!!
When i arrived home after work with my son i heard something that sounded like water running so i figured that my son had gone into the bathroom and turned the tap on so i go to run into the bathroom and just before i turn on the light i notice that I'm stepping into allot of water so i turn on the light and what do wondering eyes notice...... well my toilette is pouring water out of it and not just a little bit i mean its pouring like a mother f-ing waterfall. so after running around swearing for a minute i decide how to take care of this situation. i thought of grabbing towels but then realized that towels would not help at all, so i made a couple calls... my dad showed up to help... and finally the handy man of my apartment building showed up and got the water to stop pouring out...YAAYYYYYY!!!!!! p.s. by this time it had made it to the closet in the hallway and just about to enter the two bedrooms. man that was a lot of toilette water. so everything is fine now, the water was vacuumed up and fans put up to dry it... OK so Mr handy man only put up one fan that wouldn't even dry a drop of rain but hey at least I'm not up to my ankles in toilette water.

So that's my story for the day. have a good one.
bye for now.